Revert to blogskin;

Hai, kawan readers! Hari ni aku nak berkongsi tentang pengalaman aku buat blosgkin instead of using templete designer. Selama ni aku guna templete designer je sebab aku tak pernah tahu kewujudan blogskin dan tak pernah tahu apa itu blogskin. So mari aku nak bercerita sedikit sebanyak pengalaman aku buat blogskin.

Semalam buat blogskin ni seharian suntuk. tak berapa ada kesan. Memula, memang dah pening dan tertekan, terpaksa berhenti. Sebab buat blogskin ni memang ambil masa yang lama dan aku baru belajar buat benda ni dan agak lembab nak faham semua code ni dan cara-cara nak masukkan widget lah, letak header, tukar background apa semua tu. Memang semuanya benda baru bagi aku.

Using blogskin ni memang kena banyak bermain dengan code.

Tiba hari ini, aku minta tolong aujiyo dan ainun ajarkan. Auji ajar aku setiap langkah dan ianya memudahkan bagi aku untuk faham semua ini. Daripada aku peningnya kepala buat benda yang aku tak reti tanpa bertanya, baik aku bertanya. Kata orang “Tidak bertanya, sesat jalan.” Kebetulan, aku tengok auji punya blog cantik dan dia pakar dalam blogskin ni semua so aku minta tolong dia. Ainun punya blog pun cantik.

Pilihan tak banyak tau. I basically nak cari warna biru instead of any colours tapi aku banyak jumpa warna merah jambu je so I decided to take pink colour. Nampak lembut dan cantik aje bila pekenakan dengan blog aku. Header pun tak banyak actually dan aku nak sangat belajar buat header by photoshop tu tapi agak sukar untuk keadaan aku sekarang ni. InsyaAllah suatu hari nanti. Didoakan berterusan ya, kawan-kawan.

Bermain dengan code semua tu kena ada kekuatan yang kuat tau, bukan calang-calang orang je yang boleh main dengan semua tu.

Whatever happens, I finally made it. A big thanks to auji and ainun sebab sudah banyak luangkan masa ajar rin macam mana nak buat blog berdasarkan blogskin dan ianya sungguh cantik. I can’t deny how much I love it. Thanks, babygirls. I don't know how can I handle doing this blogskin alone without you. Thanks a lot.

Cc: Auji & Ainun!

Peaceful Scenery

When I look at the sky, my heart feel so great. My mind blew away as I felt that I was in my own fantasy world. I was imagined that I was flew with Aladdin on his flying carpet while singing "A Whole New World". I love living in my fantasy world. Even my dream won't come true.

As well, as I look up, I just want to rest my mind while watching the birds flying. The problem that I have throughout this year pretty tough and I just hate fighting. It's totally exhausted. I avoided myself from being in a fight, it's tiresome. Life could be cruel and I am cruella queen. Nah, that's the life that I live in. Nothing is perfect, like you expected.

Masa ni pergi Port Dickson, for an event. Aku jalan sendiri di pantai, buat hal sendiri. Masa ni nak hujan dah, dan aku mandi hujan. Nikmat. Menangis semasa hujan is another level of hurting. No one can see that I'm crying, it's hurt deep down inside of my heart. But I know, I can confess to Him as He knew me the best and what's the best for me. Thank you, Allah.

So the next day, aku pergi lagi pantai tapi kali ini aku pergi dengan siblings. We take pictures and menikmati pemandangan sementara ada masa. Sebab kami akan pulang ke Kuala Lumpur very soon. Tak tahu bila lagi boleh datang ke sini. Ciptaan Allah memang indah dan cantik belaka. I have a lot of fun there and hoping to be there again, one day.

Be yourself, dude.

I don't really understand with people who's trying so hard to be someone else 

just to fit in with others like just be yourself. 

In the end, they'll leave you behind, eventually.

If they push you then you don't deserve them. 

You deserve better than someone who's trying to push you away from their life. 

Why did you being so nice and good to others, when you're totally aware with 

those shitty people who used to take you for granted obviously?

I don't ask you to be that evil, 

I don't ask you to be that heartless,

I just want you to be yourself.

Why would you want to change yourself, just to please people around you? 

I know life is getting harder. 

Some people is getting cruel sometimes. 

But you can just be you. 

Loving yourself is more than anything. 

If you don't love yourself then who will?

People's love is different. Different from the way you did.

Magic Words! #1

I want to go back and change the past. If I could - I would,
if that would stop you from crying.

The world cannot be changed with pretty words alone. 

I wish I could rewrite my past.. but I can't. 

If I could, I'd do all I could if it would stop you from crying. 

But.. that's impossible. My past won't change. 

That's why we need to make my past pale in comparison to our present.

Human memories are too vague. 

Thinking something has color when it doesn't, 

making things more dramatic than they really are, glorifying things... 

It gives new greater meaning than was actually there. 

That's why I don't believe any of this talk about "beautiful memories" 

Let's make our past fade into comparison with the present.