L♥ve

Hi, assalamualaikum.

Here I am again after a long time. Hehe. So, actually I wanna say that this year I learned about how to share love. Because letting go someone who really precious to me is not that easy. I have two sisters, big sisters and I am very close to kakcik. Duh, I guess because after kakak get married, kakcik and I always together. Always, always together. Well, a sister is a gift to the heart, a friend to the spirit, a golden thread to the meaning of life.

I can't come up with the best words to say to you but all I know is- which is what I'm going to say to you comes from- all of these words are filled with honesty and love. 

You are starting a new chapter in your life and I am so honored that I am able to see you on this day and share this moment with you. I have seen you duirng the good and bad. I wish only the best for you and your future. May the odds always be in you favor.

She's a special person of mine. She is my mirror, shining back at me with a world of possibilities. She is my witness, who sees me at my worst and best, and loves me anyway. She is my partner in crime, my midnight companian, someone who knows when I am smiling, even in the dark. She;s not just a sister to me, but also my girlfriend, love of my life, soulmate, best listener, great advisor, my doctor, my counsellor, my shoulder to cry on, my person, my life, my oxygen machine, my movie-mate, my pillowtalk, my bumblegums, my universe, my laughter and in a nutshell she's my everything.

Kakcik's my exceptional, who fights with me, cares for me, plays with me, suggest me things and shouts at me at the times. Whatever happens, she is my sister forever. Cause we better together, stronger side by side. I carry your heart with me because I know that I am never without it.  I just want the world to know that you meant the world to me. The many things you've done to me, all the times you were always there. Through ups and downs. You do always help me know deep down inside, how much you actually care about me. Eventhough I might not say, but I do appreciate all the things you've done to me. I am richly blessed for having a sister like you.

I still can't believe that you're finally be someone's wife and I hope you'll be happy till the end. But nothing's gonna change my love for you. Thank you for always being there for me. You are like an angel, with a love that always glow. You are one of the greatest gift m heart will ever know. 

You've been constant in my life, someone I could do to for advice or a laugh or anything else I may need. As we've gotten older, our sistership has only gotten stronger. You have influenced my life in so many ways - too many to count.  I will be there for you always and that this new part of your life doesn’t change anything. I am really blessed to have you as both a sister and a friend, and I can honestly say I have learned so much from you. 

Thank you for always having time for me. Whenever I need to talk, you're there. Through my heartbreak, every tear and every fear of not being good enough, there you were, wiping away my tears and making sure I knew my worth. Thank you for putting up with my stubborn head. Thank you for always making me feel included. As we were growing up, I know it wasn’t the coolest thing to bring your little sister everywhere, and I really appreciate you making time for me even when you would rather have been with your friends. I will never forget all those times you let me tag along with you to the mall, going on long rides with you and your friends or letting me join you for coffee dates. It really made my day.

Thank you for always being my best friend. I know it sounds like such a cliché, but there really is no friend like a sister. I can tell you literally anything. I can share with you my deepest, darkest insecurities that I wouldn’t dream of telling anyone else. And I won’t even feel weird about. It feels completely normal to share with you the most insane parts of myself. Thank you for that.

Thank you for knowing me better than I know myself. Thank you for always knowing exactly what I need without me having to say it. You know what makes me happy and you know what makes me sad, and I never have to say it out loud. When I’m annoyed at someone, you’re the first person to know and you’d never tell anyone. I think that’s so awesome. I swear we’re like twins!

Your sister,

Rinko ❤️️